It's getting sucks with my job, all I want is move. Find another job. And cepet2 cabut dari kantor sekarang! Dengan semagat dan harapan tinggi, gw interview di sebuah perusahaan yg menurut gw oke, posisi yg cukup oke utk pemula seperti gw. Berharap dpt salary yg oke pula pastinya. High expectation. Interviewer nya sangat ramah, gw 'merasa' interview nya fine, gw bisa jawab pertanyaan dgn pasti, tes nya juga gw m'merasa' fine. Dengan percaya diri gw meninggalkan kantor tersebut. Dengan harapan besar gw terus nungguin, ngecek email dan sms hampir setiap jam. Berharap dapet sms yg menggembirakan. Tepat seminggu, gw nerima sms yg gw tunggu. Tapi, isi nya ga sesuai dengan harapan gw. They said: I'm not suitable for the criteria that they are looking for. Kecewa pastinya. Dear God, I want that job so bad.
Tapi gw teringat saat teduh hari ini. Saat teduh yg gw baca pagi tadi, mempersiapkan gw untuk mengahadapi 'kejadian' siang harinya. Psalm 13:5 "I have trusted in Your mercy." Our Daily Bread Jumat, 14 Januari 2011. Kata2 yg bisa gw kutip: Sometimes it's hard to see how God is working. His mysteries don't always reveal their secrets to us, and our journey is often redirected by uncontrollable detours. Perhaps God is showong us a better route. To make sure what benefit from what might seem bad, we must recognized and trust God's unfailing love (Ps. 13:5). In the end, we'll be able to say, "I will sing to the Lord for He has been good to me." (Ps 13:6).
"I have trusted in Your mercy."
